Shelly's world; when I move and travel, and when I hurt and love.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Then I change my mind.
Then I have to start all over again.
Just a bit later when I can stress even more about it.
I will never go forward if I'm gonna continue thinking about everything all the time.
Sometimes I should just DO.
This time I changed my mind about studies. To give up 3 years of my precious life on something I don't even enjoy, just seems like such a stupid idea.
I want to have kids young (at least I think I do), but at the same time I want a career more than anything. I want to finally be able to do something I actually love doing.
I don't know anything, and it really bothers me.
And this whole thing makes me really depressed. I haven't been out of the house all weekend. I've got no motivation to go anywhere. London bores me.
Or maybe it's my life that does?
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Monday, April 07, 2008
Saturday, April 05, 2008
My head hurts.... I need water. I need my eyes to get used to being open.
Then D sends me a text: "There's a spider in our house. And it's huge. I saw it this morning. Thought I would let you know."
I phone him up: "Why did you have to tell me that?!" and "Why didn't you kill it?!"
He didn't want to wake me up, he says.... How considerate of you!! Really.
I walk over to the kitchen, and all of the sudden I get a feeling of happiness. A smile on my face.
ooooohhhh yyyeessss baby, coffee. You make me happy.
Friday, April 04, 2008
I'm having one of those days when I just want to go home and hide behind the curtains. Be sad and be left alone.
Last day of the week. It's good, but not good enough.
Going away next week. But not far enough.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
What'ya think? They're turquoise which I've never even liked! Don't think I got the colour quite right on the photo though.... And I didn't know how to make the blue curtain in the background grey, haha! New to Photoshop. They got it for free online, did you know? www.photoshop.com/express
Enjoying time alone at the moment. He should be home soon though. It's good! I can have the whole cake for myself that I bought in the bakery on my way home!!
Listening to Gabrielle, perfect women-feel-good-music!
Totally feeling this woman-thing today - new clothes, cakes, pyjama, music....!! Great stuff.
The batteries for my iPod died this morning.... I feel gutted. My darling iPod who helps me through the tough times on the tube! He's dead. Completely out.....
"Today I went to the cafe with Camilla and this is how my lunch looked!
[photo of lunch]
Tonight we are gonna have dinner at Stures, Blondinbella AB is paying! I don't have time to write anymore right now, but this is how I look at this moment!
[photo of her doing The Pose]"
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